My laptop is dead...

[Ryuu no Futeki]

My laptop died on me yesterday evening and I don't know when I'll be back... what I DO know is that I have a HUGE meeting on wednsday where I NEED one BADLY...

I've already had two anxiety attacks since last night (it's 1.30pm atm) nd my stress level is so high it's not funny... what's worse is that my aunt is making me solve this problem 'on my own' which isn't really easy when it comes to me being stressed. I'm close to tears all the time because of the stress and the fact that my carreer hangs on me having a computer that works on wednsday. Not to mention EVERYTHING is on this computer! Echonomics, homepage, plans, backups on important things, our company's logo I made... you name it. I didn't get a chance to make a back up CD even... it simply... died.

So, I don't know when I'll be back but when I am, I'll let you know... Please pray for me and that the computer works and that there isn't such a big problem with it so it's solved fast.

/Tess

[Cedric Von Engel]

Could I send you mine?? I'm not using it?

[Gray Denure]

Don't worry tess everything will work out fine!
Just when it feels like it's all going slushy...it will perk up! Promise!!!

Perhaps you need a laptop strictly for work and one just for your own stuff...i know it's expensive but It'll all be sooo worth it!

[Tess]

I wish it was that easy...

and... well... it's not only my laptop that's the stress in my life and my carreer... my grandmother got the diagnose cancer one and a half week ago... she has about 6 months to live, as well as my best friend online who is like a brother to me.. got the same diagnose.. Only difference is that my granny has it all over her stomach, he has it in his neck near his spine... Not to mention the Wonderful *Sarkasm* damned soap opera among my two aunts and my mom blacklisting the aunt I live with (the oldest sibling) so yeah... I'm in a hell of a roller coaster atm and I'm stuck in between having to defend myself for what I believe in since it's not the same as my mom and youngest aunt... so.. wee...

I'm cooping though, feeling better today than I did yesterday so... we'll see how things turn out in the end.. it's just complete warfare here atm... Me and my oldest aunt being shot at of course.. mostly for me taking my aunt's side than anything since she's labeled "the black sheep" *rolls eyes* Guess I'm turning black slowly as well then eh?.... damned soap opera..

The comp MIGHT be back tomorrow *Crosses fingers and wishes like mad* got to borrow my aunt's comp atm so heh... not here for long which kills me since I have a frigging muse killing me by squirming crazy!!! *tears hair* GAH! ..... I... need...to... write... *SOB*

[Peyton Sorell]

Don't worry Tess. I still love you and I will wait for you to write Peyton. I know others are waiting on you too but they can just get the hell out! We love you and you're in our thoughts.

Remember, you have a loving wifey to come home to!